Well lately I've felt resentment towards my step daughter. I know it's wrong because this isn't her fault but I've been having this anger inside because having to deal with her and her mother is drama. Her mom is unreasonable and hates me to death.
I'm tired from having a new baby, that was in the nicu for a month and I have to watch very closely because of his condition and the last thing I want to do is take care of another kid. Especially a little girl that has developed an attitude for days.
At first, before my son was born, taking care of her was some what easy. She listened, she didn't have an attitude and she followed the rules at dad's house. Now it's a battle that my patients is losing.
Her mom tells her I'm not her parent and she doesn't have to listen to me so I think that's where things started to go wrong.
It's hard for me to admit this but I am starting to resent this innocent child. Because of her and her drama filled mom I now have so much drama in my life and I'm tired of it! I dont know how to think about it or where to start fixing my thinking of her. I dread Sundays when we have to pick her up and I cringe when she tells me I'm not her mom. She's only four so I'm not sure if she truly understands what she's doing but I need help or advise because I'm about at my wits end with this child.