So my substitute job for a after school program has been coming in handy bc they have more kids than staff so they do need me every day now! My dh and I live with my parents but got approved for a apt and can move in November 1st! As thrilled as I am, we must have my income to do it! However this job is screwing around and not giving me the part time job title! My deposit is due Oct 1st to hold this apartment and I am so nervous! They say they need me every day and I have worked for a month straight now! But they had a board meeting and didn't bring this up! This district is very slow with the process! I want to move but I feel I need this title first! I'm just not comfortable bc without the title my job security is not secured! I have applied for a few nanny jobs that work around this schedule. My dh works nights so for me to be gone a couple hours in the morning while he is with our dd isn't a big deal, but I still feel crappy leaving my dd to watch someone elses kid! Also I have tried to create a in home day care starting in November but no takers yet! And noone wants me to bring my dd when I watch their kids! I am so beyond stressed! I don't know if I speak up at work or what!? Also, there are a few prospects so I hope I hear something. I need to work Mon-Fri bc since my dh is on nights we only get weekends together! Please pray for us bc something needs to happen by Oct 1st and there's not much time left! What do u guys think? Should I go ahead and move out and keep looking? It is a risk!
on Sep. 8, 2011 at 9:19 AM