And it felt great!!! My mil and fil are so disrespectful. I always let it roll off and try to be the bigger person. Well today I had it!!! Ugh and it felt great. My mil told dh I'm not a good mom I'm too protective and I don't let the kids do enough. Also I didn't try hard enough to breastfeed. Ok first off I tried so hard to breast feed and cried and cried because I couldn't produce milk. I had a tumor removed when I was 17 so only one boob makes milk. So that made me hot! Well his aunt has a son that has bipolar disorder. He is my age and I also have bipolar disorder. So on Christmas she was asking me about different meds and stuff. I told her what I take and that it's helped so much. My fil has the nerve to ask me if I forgot to take it a few days before. Really!? Medicine doesn't fix everything!!!! You wouldn't make fun of a kid with a noticeable disorder would you? My brain doesn't work right. I can not help that I wish I could!!! Anyways I let it slide and just kept talking to his aunt. I have a thing were I don't like shoes on my carpet. Mil and fil both walk on my carpets with their shoes on. Well dh says its their dress shoes it shouldn't matter. Really!!! I make my dad take off his boots and my mom her tennis shoes that they only wear out and they can't slide their shoes off!? I have OCD also and I have tried not to let it affect my life but it does. Everything has to be a certain way and cleaned and done a certain way. They are just so disrespectful! anyways they came in my house today after I heard more like read the breastfeeding comment on my dh text and I was fuming. The kids and I were walking out the door and I was rude to them. For the first time I actually snapped back at their rude comments and disrespect. My dh said they want to see the kids and I said I don't give a f**k! :))) it felt great!!!!! They tried talking to me and I ignored them. I have put up with it for 5 yrs and when mil said something about my parenting and fil said something about my meds I had it. Sorry needed to vent and I feel so much better!
on Jan. 8, 2012 at 1:28 PM