My husband was only meant to be a rebound.
((3 YEARS AGO...))
I was never really attracted to him.
I needed a home and I didnt want to be lonely.
I moved in with him 2 weeks after having met him.
I was going to leave him about 3 months after i moved in with him, but...
Ifound out I was pregnant.
So i stayed.
He loves me very much.
He has moved 3 states away so i could have my family close to me.
He supports our family.
He's an amazing father.
I'm forcing myself to find the good in him,
to love him like he loves me,
to be kind and caring and affectionate with him,
to be the wife he deserves.
I'm not attracted to him at all,
I just can't be affectionate toward him,
we havent made love in over 1 year.
He's hurting and so am I.
But we refuse to quit,
I refuse to be another statistic,
I won't do this to my son,
I won't have a broken family..........
Any suggestions? Please be gentle.......