I used to be a horrible, selfish, drug addicted mom. My ex husband got my kids. I have now been sober ten years, praying and waiting for them to be old enough to seek me out. My oldest has, I can't be happier but to find out that her situation hasn't been as good as I have hoped is breaking my heart. I know I messed up but truth is today and for a lot of years now I have been an amazing mom my other children. She is seeing this but the guilt is killing me.
on Sep. 24, 2012 at 12:35 AM