Just got a call saying the apartment I really wanted was given to someone else. I really want to find something in my hometown because I'm comfortable there and it's more afordable for where we're looking. I'm currently staying with my mom with DD and SO has to stay at a hotel. It's killing every bit of money he got back from taxes we were going to put into an apartment. There's just not enough room for him to stay here and I miss him so much. It kills me to have to have my family apart like this. He's so miserable and I just can't find anything fast enough. And we're constantly fighting via text because I can't handle everything on my own and he's currently too far away to help.