I have recently separated from my daughters father. Court proceedings and all. After all the heartache and drama involved I believed I owed it to myself to have a little fun. I am a full time hands on mommy and I do everything with and for my child. So I believed on every other weekend that her father has her I should have a little fun. Up until recently the opportunity did not present itself. One afternoon on my way home from work I met a cop. He was good looking, charming, funny and did I mention good looking. As we exchanged information I casually asked what his story was (I am completely not aware of this exchange process due to the fact that I was with my daughters father for 5 years and was extremely loyal. It was my ex that cheated and told his many girlfriends that my daughter and I died in a car accident) any kids are you married followed by a laugh. 2 kids and going through a divorce. Suddenly I wasn't laughing. He sent me a text later that day. He was hilarious and really interesting. He explained his situation to me. He in fact was still married, has been sleeping on the couch for a year. Has asked for a divorce many times and was told it would not be granted. If he chose to start the proceedings she would make him miserable and would tell the court he suffered from pdst (he served our county and was at war 4 times as a marine) being that he was so honest with me I accepted the challenge. It would just be sex. No feelings, no questions nothing. Just sex. Although the guilt did set in that I would be sleeping with a married man and its totally unlike me to do such a thing. Beyond all that I believed I owed it to myself to be selfish. To for once do something just for me. The first few times were amazing. Fulfilling sex great conversation the works! Fire works! It has now been a month and nothing is going as planned. We are falling in love and the passion is amazing. He wants to meet my daughter and wants me to meet his kids. He in fact has said he is leaving his wife and wants to have a family. Me him my daughter and his 2. The sex is amazing and feel like he's my best friend. And now the true guilt has set in. This was not the plan! Affair aside he's a good man with strong morals and an amazing father. Please be kind but honest in your comments. I do need some insight on all of this though.
on Mar. 4, 2013 at 1:20 PM