I had a dream my son died. I was crying hysterically in it saying there was nothing to,live for. (I can't have other children for health reasons). I jumped awake and realized I had been crying in my sleep. My husband asked me what's wrong and I burst into tears and said it felt so real. I thought my husband might think I'm crazy. I went into his room and checked him. And now I can't sleep. I feel like an idiot but it was bad.