There is just so much going wrong lately and I have been trying so so very hard! My dd just got out of the hospital this week after having a uti that got in her kidneys! I am stressed to the max! I just want to crawl into bed and not come out for a very very long time. I have not felt this way in forever. Just when I thought things were looking up things fall apart again. I am embarrassed by the fact that for the first time ever I am late on my rent and do not have the money to pay it! I have always did my best and managed but its been awful. I am not getting paid for the time I was off with my dd! I feel like things are slowly falling apart and I just want some light!