And no, it's not the good crazy.
I need to vent and I really need support, but people that I know really don't understand and try to offer unrealistic fixes. Hubby loves me, but he doesn't understand how stressed I am.
We filed bankruptcy, something I never really thought we would ever do. Our home is in foreclosure, with no known idea of what the bank will do and when. Since the house is worth so little, the attorney said the bank may walk away from the house and just put a lien on it. Or the house could be sold at auction, but who knows when. We don't have a lot of money to just go put down on another home, and to rent something that would fit us is out of our budget. My mom lives in Florida, and we are in Ohio, she cannot help us even though she would love to. My dad has no idea about any of this since he would flip out and want to know what we are planning to do. (Sounds juvenile not to tell him, but you would have to know him.) My husband's dad and his wife think the solution is to build on their property, but I've done the rough estimation just to get utilities out to the site and it's outrageous. His mother thinks we can just go out and buy another home.
Hubby is content just to sit and wait. I have been trying to box up stuff and clean out the house, but now I've run out of room to store boxes and I'm starting to feel like I'm on an episode of hoarders. I have boxes filled and more stuff that isn't in boxes yet, things to be gone through and I am not getting anywhere. I start one room and then I have to stop for whatever reason and then I can't get back to it before someone puts more crap in there.