Usually I'm good at handeling the stress but today it seems like it is getting the best of me. Just needing to find a listening ear and open mind to hear what I have to say. Can't talk to much to DH about it because right now he is feeling the same stress I am and just don't want one more worry on his head to know that I am stressing so hard to. He works hard for our family and while things are falling apart if I say anything he kinda thinks I'm blameing him and he has nothing to do with it like I say he tries his best for us and I couldn't ask for a better man. He thinks now though that he is faling us when he isn't it's just something that he had no control of. So so much to say like I said just looking for someone to talk to. It's hard for me to say this to because I don't like to open my personal life up like this just need to let things out now though.