I feel so guilty and even a little sad! I have 2 girls a 16 year old and an almost 2 year old. Needless to say the near 2 year old is being raised almost like an only child. I'm a SAHM with her. I don't have many friends but the ones I do have older kids. I'm not close with my family and DH's family lives nearly 300 miles away. So it's always me and the "baby". I play with her nearly all day but sometimes I need a break or I notice she goes off to do something on her own. I feel bad when I look at her and she's all alone playing.