no longer... confused, jaded, lost... could be just pms but boy it sucks *edited :)
This is not the first day I've spent trying to figure out what to do. Some people would say, stop thinking and just do it. As if that tells me what I should do.
First. I need a mark on the map. Where is it I'm headed?
Second. I make my plan of attack. How am I going to get there?
That is how my brain works. That to me is easy. My problem right now is I don't know where I'm going. There is no way to know which direction to go if you don't have even an inkling of where you're going. What to pack, what to leave behind, how long it'll take. All the what's don't matter if you don't know where.
Of course there is the pointless road trip. The one you pack extra money, a jacket for foul weather and a cooler full of food. See what happens when it happens. I'm not very good at those though. Not when you have children, home and obligations. Just flying without a radar is impossible when you have so much responsibility.
I need a destination. Otherwise I'm just lost and driving in circles.