I find myself thinking about what's going to happen to my seven-year-old in the future a lot lately. He's an only child and I'm 40 and dad's 41, the hard cold math says that he'll be left alone. I'm so heartbroken over this I feel like I'm dying. I love Konner so much and want the world for him and I want so much for him to always have someone that loves him and looks after him. I don't know what to about this, I hate everything about it.