But it's the exact same sound he used to make with each seizure. There was no Head drop. No arm throw. No confusion, drooling, seizure like activity at all.
He is absolutely not having seizures.
But that noise just brought it all crashing back! I'm having a hard time catching my breath... Trying to get rid of the edge of panic in my stomach.
I'm so freaking damaged. This is beyond ridiculous! He's fine. I KNOW THAT.
You would think after nearly 28 months since his last brain surgery, my PTSD would calm down a little! But no... My kid breaths in too quickly, and I'm going to spend the rest of the day on the verge of a panic attack! Ugh..,, lol
Anyone else out there as damaged as me?