I worry to much how would you moms handle this:
My sister called earlier saying there was a birthday party at the park at 3:00 my great niece's birthday is today she was born 3 months early and its her dad's birthday also the party may be for both of them well I told her I was tired I have an 19 year old special needs daughter who was born with downe's syndrome at birth and as of March last year now suffers with seundo seizures.
Now I suffer with eczema either one of need to be out in this heat I have last few days been feeling dizzy also now I am sitting here all worried my sister said ok but I am worried about what may be said should people ask where we are its not like I never go to anything I forced myself once to go to a park my oldest nephew's church was having a picnic my daughter loves to swing and I got her a plate but she ate very little I did not eat well after a long while she went back to where they were having the food and sat.
Now I forced myself and was sitting very quite and I felt like I wanted something to eat but no I am not getting up in other words someone bring me a plate fine my sister got my daughter a few cookies then said your mom something these people are nice mind you then my boyfriend had said he could of went its not that I cannot take Brittany anywhere but she has to be watched and would be good I had another very reliable person to help out.
I went last year to my half sister's surpise birthday at her oldest daughter I was tired being nice my sister Brittany was outside well my niece asked me to help her cut some tomatoes I find out later from my sister she said I was nervous Brittany was outside while there Brittany had a seizure her house is small and why everybody wanted to seem to be in the kitchen just a few I wanted to come home but they were like is she alright I could not get Brittany in my niece's bedroom for nothing.
Now I know I am tired been washing and why I am having these dizzy spells beats me worrying which I do a lot of at times about nothing my sister and youngest neice live downstairs same apartment I do