Well today at the genetics we found out that Conner has a possible white matter disease. He showed me the mri and compaired it to the last one which shows regression of more of his white matter so now there running test to see exactly what is causing it. He told me no more babies at this moment til this is all over with. Then he said to call if something changes drastically in the next two months like there waiting on it to. He said he will pray for me. He was so sad looking when he came back in the room to show me the mri. He told me that i need to just love him and make sure he is as comfortable and happy as possible. Im sick to my stomach. I thought he was doing so good cause he is trying to crawl now this. I feel like im being robbed and this is my baby how can this be.
on Jan. 30, 2013 at 3:42 PM