okay... so my first boyfriend contacted me after more than 20 years....A lot have happened since then, I lived on a dfferent continent, we both went through alot, and now he appeared ...and something strange happend...I cannot stop thinking of him. He was my first love and my first boyfreind. Everything "first" was with him. I was 17 , he was 20 at that time..and now I am divorced with kids, he is married, but he calls me every day and I can't stop thinking about him. I fanatsize about him, I picture us making love, I'm flirting with him on the phone,although I even met his wife and I know shouldn't even think about him at all....Help, please... Did something like this happened to you???