I'm at my mom's in IL again... for however long it takes until DF gets enough money to get us a house, and get DD and me back to TN. Long story short, we hit a big rough patch... DF is not my daughter's father. He finally wanted a part of her life, but wanted the paternity test just to be sure, and when the results came back, DF had a hard time with it.. at that point I was already getting ready to come to my mom's, and DF had moved closer to work and I was at his mom's still. I honestly thought we were going to split up because of how he had pushed me away... but we worked through that.. he even said he's going to re-propose!! But I haven't had sex since he was here with us, which is like... Christmas night. I miss it so much. :( I miss the cuddling and the caressing and the kissing! I have my toy, but that only does so much.
Just had to vent a little bit. :/
Okay. Since there seems to be an issue. When DD was conceived it was BEFORE DF and I got together. The father wanted nothing to do with DD until this past November and asked for a paternity test because he didn't trust my word. DF has always been the daddy, he held DD first, he changed her first diaper, he has supported us and taken care of DD as his own. When my ex wanted the test, and when we got the results back, DF took it really hard, and part of him wanted to leave. But he didn't. So no, I did not cheat on him. He knows the entire story.