So im 19 years old. I'm also 34 weeks pregnant and it wasn't planned. I dropped out of school 2 years ago to get a job and help my single mom take care of the house. I never got my ged even though that what I intended on doing. My job fired me as soon as they found out I was pregnant. I'm too sick now to go back to work somewhere else. My fiance hasn't got the point that a baby is on the way. He's excited but doesn't have the drive to get a job. He says he does but doesn't make the effort. It makes me mad that I stay with him when he's so damn lazy. But I can't bring myself to leave him. I'm in love with him and he's in love with me. I want to get a job when im done healing from my c section and I plan on working my ass off to take care of my baby girl. I know it will be hard and I wish I had better support but for now I have to think as a single mom even though thats not the case.
After the babies born I will get a job and I plan on moving out on my own as soon as I save the money and can afford to do it. I live with my mom right now and she says I can stay as long as I need to. I also intend on going to get my ged. I want to go to school to be an ultrasound technician so I can make a better life for myself and my child. With or without a mans help.
I'm scared to death about it all though. I know it's gonna be hard. I know im gonna be stressed. And I know there's gonna be days I want to give up. But I also know that I can't and I won't.
I need inspiration to help me know I can do this and everything will be okay.