But I'm hoping before then. He either leaves me or cheats so that I can have a reason to leave. And wont feel guilty in being happy without him. I'm content right now. And I don't let my kids see my unhappiness. But I'm fed up, and tired of being with him. And the love and intimacy is gone. Not to mention he refuses to grow up.
He expects us to go clubbing and drink like we did in high school. I'm a mother idk two and bumping and grinding is over for me. I use to be a whore back before I met dh. And I got married for structure and to stop doing what I was doing to hurt myself, my body, and my mind. And it doesn't seem like I can do that with him. So I'm waiting and ready for him to mess up so I can leave.