I don't love my husband anymore. I feel like a toy to him. I feel overwhelmed and stressed constantly with him. As soon as he walks into the door, I feel like a boulder is resting on my shoulders. I feel better being away from him than with him. I'm just not sure how to break this to him, when to break it to him, and if I should do so after the Holidays, so I don't ruin the holidays for him and his family completely. I might not love him anymore, but I still have respect for him as my son's father.