Boyfriends do make you happy. In your case, there's little responsibility, lust, freshness, excitement. Why wouldn't someone be happy? That eventually wears off though. Life happens -- just like it did with your husband. When you're married and playing on the other side, it's just an illusion of love. You'll never know if it's true love unless you get rid of all your baggage. I mean that on both sides too. How do you know the love for your husband is truly gone? It's impossible to see it when you have people standing in the way.
I've been there and I'm here to tell you, love can be rekindled. If you're sure it can't, then you need to divorce your husband and stay on your own for awhile. Take some time and gather your thoughts. Do you want to be with a man that contributes to the brokenness of a marriage? Get your mind clear. You, first -- men, later.
...................I'm SURE you'll live "happily-ever-after"
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Im sure this is hard for you, and will be much harder for your husband. It just makes me so sad to see yet another married couple act like marriage means nothing!! I meant it when I vowed to stay by my husbands side for better or for worse..just him.
S/o What would you do if you found out your 17yo had sex?