i miss the way my relationship with my SO was before we had kids. things just aren't the same. i feel like he doesn't "want" me anymore. my body has changed so much since kids and i feel like that's why he doesn't "want" me. he has never said anything about it but he doesn't show me the same affection he use to. i'm gettin really upset about how i look. i do not regret having my children, i love them so much. i just hate how my body is now. i have stretch marks really bad. i just want my body back! gosh, i sound so selfish. omg! i'm really not trying to sound selfish at all. i don't know. i'm just rambling. sorry!