I feel myself slippin into a deep depresshion,i want to cut myself i pray for death.Im 18 wks pregnant an don't think meds are safe i used, to take zoloft an smoke weed.my ex told me i did not need to take the zoloft so i stoped an when i took it again it made me sick.that was before i got preg.im scared to talk to a dr.they might take my other baby an lock me away.i would never hurt my babys just myself.im scared of my own thought im scared of myself.
Plz.don't bash me i hate myself enough without any help from others.
I took a long walk an got my thought in order an talked to myself a little. I called a friend an ask if she can an will take me to my dr.i can walk in. So as soon as she can she is takin me. I feel better already. I still resisted smokin an that alone gave me pride in myself. Thank you all for the great advice.