He proposed yesterday. Stuck my ring in an apple and let me find it. I should have known he wasn't in to it by the way he wouldn't even come into the kitchen when I found it. So I waited till after he told his parents to change the FB status since that's the polite way to go. He's logged into FB a few times and refuses to change his relationship status. It hurts. Like he's ashamed of me or something. I changed it back and took the ring off. I'm so humiliated. Sixteen people liked it so far. I wish I'd just killed myself before I ever got pregnant.
I'm not pregnant, we have an eleven month old. He and I talked about it a lot, I didn't bug him. He said things that sounded like he wanted it. He freaked when I found a ring I wanted, but he said it was because he thought that when we got engaged we'd have to set a date and start planning the wedding right away. When I told him we can take our time being engaged he was fine. I don't understand what's going on. He claimed he hasn't logged on to FB since I changed it, but I know he has. I've logged him out like three times to get on mine since I changed it. He's ashamed and he humiliated me.
If I leave I'm homeless with no friends or family. I'm not able to work.