i want to be a SAHM too- but my reasons are different
i'm dying. my time is truly limited. sure- i dont know when, i dont have a 'time limit'- but its sooner rather than later.
i wont get to meet my grandchildren. hell- i question if i'll get to see him graduate from elementary school! he's only in kindergarten.
but instead, i get up every day- and i go to work. i hate it. i'd rather stay home with him, get as much time with him as i can... but i cant. b/c i'm a single mom. b/c i have my debt to pay off.. and after my debt- then i will be looking at coffins and all that- seeing how much they cost. then, whatever money i'm able to save up after that, will go towards my son.
i dont want to die, but honestly- i think its coming soon. it hurts. it physically hurts.