First let me say I am not a crazy stalker type woman.
I met up with my ex(my decision to leave) so he could spend time with our son. After hours of talking about him wanting to get back to gether yadda yadda yadda he decides to go get some take out food for all of us...Well while waiting I happen to see his phone had been left behind.and I looked through it(1st time and last time) and boy I should of never done that! He tells just about every woman he is talking to that he loves them and wants to fuck-all the text are between 12 and 3 am he even screwing the "main womans" friend and the main doesnt een know!!. Men just seem to screw their heartbreaks away. I know I shouldn't have looked but I thought what the hell let me see if hes been really waiting and missing me...Now I cant seem to stop overthinking and it hurts WHY DID I LOOK!!!