Not in the 'I'm going to go suicide' type of way. Just like say I'm driving down the main highway, I can full imagine every single way I could get killed on the road iykwim?
I've done it ever since I was little, no idea why, my doctor thinks it might stem from some things that I saw as a child; some pretty fcked up stuff. I don't know why, but it does get scary sometimes. If I'm on a flight I can fully visualise falling out of the sky on fire and coming to a sudden stop on the ground ect.
I'm probably insane, who knows. I couldn't be screwed posting anonymous because this is who I am.
The ask me anything bit is a joke, but you can if you want to.

Well maybe we are both crazy :)
Quoting Drama.Llama:
Omg! I do this. No matter what it is. I thought I was crazy. That I was the.only one who did this.
Quoting JadedFaerie:Well maybe we are both crazy :)
Quoting Drama.Llama:
Omg! I do this. No matter what it is. I thought I was crazy. That I was the.only one who did this.
:) I'm surprised there are others lol!
Quoting Drama.Llama:
That's ok. As.long as I'm not crazy alone.I can deal with that.
Quoting JadedFaerie:Well maybe we are both crazy :)
Quoting Drama.Llama:
Omg! I do this. No matter what it is. I thought I was crazy. That I was the.only one who did this.
I know, weird right.
Quoting Anonymous:Looks like its pretty normal
it makes me cry. But its like I can't stop. Like a movie that plays out.
Quoting sweetieiv:
I do the same and even worse I actually think about my husband dying. I love him & dont wish this at all on him but I have thought about how I would live my life with him dead. I have thought about how he would die. the most recent thought is he was in a var accident & died. omg I have never told anyone because I thought they would judge & say I dont love dh when I really do. I dont want to think this way but I cant help it. even he doesnt know.



- JadedFaerie
on Feb. 17, 2012 at 3:04 AM