i know its spelled wrong. sorry.
i dont eat though. when i do- its "dinner" and its either really small, or REALLY huge (to the point where i want to throw up).. i havent thrown up though.
sometimes, the only reason why i eat dinner is b/c others are around me, and they are eating too- they'd question why i wasnt..
other times, i cant eat in front of people.. like at work.. so i dont eat. i've been like that since i was 10 years old- never ate lunch in school, never ate breakfast.
since i do eat at least one meal a day- is this anerxicia? or am i on the path to it? other than therapy, is there something i can do? i try to write down what i eat, but after a few days, it never sticks. =(