I am always constantly trying to make others happy, and in this way I am thinking clean home.
I clean all day long. My SO says he doesn't care if he comes home and the house is a little messy, but I can't stand my house to be disgusting, (or what i think is disgusting). I mean I have literal OCD, and don't know how to relax. I have to vacuum every single day, no dishes dirty in the sink, beds made and KEPT made all day, things like that. I wish I could just do my mom job, and my college (fulltime) job, and be ok with letting the little things go.
How do you do it? How do you guys let the little things go? I can't stop thinking that if I don't have a spotless house when he comes home, that he is going to dissaprove of me. And think less of me. 3