stbxh abandoned us a few months ago. Ran off with one of my good friends. Soon after he left, I found out I was pregnant. Took me a wile to come to a decision...which was abortion. I have a week left before the cut off and am having second thoughts. I'd really apreciate any advise. Ill come back to the post later gonna try and get back to sleep before my kids wake up for the day. TIA!