We all know that miscarriages happen more oftern than we would like to think. I am recovering from my first miscarriage( would have been baby #2). I was only 4 weeks along and though that is not much to tlk about this has been hard on me. I have a daughter already she is 9 months old my husband and I want only 2 kids and them be close in age. So when we found out we were pregnaunt again we where so thrilled. Then a few days later I started bleeding. In and out of the hospital to finally get an answer...but not an answer I was ready to hear.
Daily life has gone on and DH is supportaive. And DD is so sweet and close to walking so I have great days with her. When I am not busy or when DD is down for naps all i think about is what was the sex of that baby and why did this happen to me. I am healthy ,active, young and yet I was not able to keep this baby.
Tomorrow it will be a week since this has all happend. Somedays I think I can't wait to try to have anothr baby, but I have been thinking that a miscarriage could happen again. Though early and we never got to see or hear a heartbeat...I don't think I could go through this again epically if I was futher along. I think I just need more time to greive before thinking about trying again.
For mme this is hard I have always been the kind of person who falls down more than I like but I always get back up.. but Im not ready to get back up yet
For you moms out there who have gone through this...how did you get back up? I am really at a loss here.