I go on another site where I have asked old an old "boyfriends" to be my friend.
I'm married almost 26 years, love my DH more today than ever. I finally found the guy who was "the first". We only knew eachother for 6 months. I'll unfriend him if he ever responds, and I start daydreaming or dreaming at night about him. I HAVE DONE THAT BEFORE. I think I want to know what it was like for him after we stopped seeing eachother because I suffered in silence for a long long time.