My husband is -
BALDING. And he is only 32. I HATE IT. It's hideous.
He has a small member. It's friggin tiny. Sure, he eats pussy like a champion, and does everything he can to make me feel good but, I am SO SICK of not feeling it when we have sex.
Overweight. Okay we are BOTH overweight, but at least I am attempting to do something ABOUT IT. It's gross.
Has no career drive. His friggin job keeps screwing him over and paying him LESS than he is worth, and YET HE IS OK WITH IT. I am soo sick of him being ok with it. He shouldn't be okay with it.
I dont know what I ever saw in him. I cannot get a divorce. I have to be a sahm for our 2 special needs kids. And I have no source of employment right now.
If he dies in a car accident or something, there is a $500,000 life insurance policy so we can restart our lives. I would never hurt him intentionally, but truth be told if he died tomorrow, I would not be too sad. I would be sad for our three children who love him. My heart would break for THEM. I would cry because I don't want them to be that sad and lose their daddy that way. But would I be missing him? NO. I wouldn't.
That is my confession and it is sad but 100% honest.