I found out my ex has a new girlfriend. Ever since I found out I have this incredibly strong urge to have sex with him! I want to be validated by him. Like, even though he has a new girlfriend, she's not more important or better than me if he will still have sex with me. I did the same thing the last time he got a new girlfriend. He actually got the girl pregnant and was trying to have a relationship with her but I couldn't handle it. I was not only sleeping with him, but I went to even more extreme measures to make sure their relationship failed. Now they don't even speak. I can't handle the idea of him moving on and being happy. It literally makes me sick to my stomach to think of him being with someone else! Even though I'm married. I have a very very bad feeling that I won't be able to resist and I will end up cheating on my husband just to try to ruin mu ex's new relationship.
That's my confession