Tired of the usual posts, come read my worries...

[Anonymous]

Just had a baby recently, 4 months ago. Went in for my annual and told the doc I was having pain with sex. He put me on antibiotics and to come back in 2 wks. Well when I went back he told me they found cancer cells on my pap. I've had this before and had 2 laporoscopys years ago and thought it was fixed. I've been diagnosed with dysplasia and endometriosis before as well. The news about the cancer cells was told to me last week on tuesday. I have another laporoscopy scheduled for wednesday so they can go in there and scrape out what they can and get out any scar tissue I may have accumulated again as well as scrape off some of the endometrosis causes. I also had an ultrasound done and on my left ovary I have a 6mm cyst and on my right I have a 9cm cyst which they will also remove. I've also was cysts since I was 16 and was given medication for them and had some removed with the 2 previous laps. I know a lot of women on here who don't know much about it would think well why don't you just get a hysterectomy and be over and done with it. My doc doesn't want to do anything so drastic until he can get in there and find out just how bad it really is. after the lap if everything goes the way he's hoping it goes he will recommend that I go thru radiation therapy just to be on the safe side as far as the cancerous cells. Which I've also done before. Worst case scenario is I will have a hysterectomy. I don't ever plan on having kids again so that wouldn't be an issue physically, but mentally I don't know how I would cope. I'm already on antidepressants for ppd. I don't really know why I'm writing this, maybe because its 3am here and I haven't been able to sleep much since all this news has come in. So there's my story on how my life is going to be this week. My dh is military and they were able to send a red cross message and he is now home with me. I know this was long but thanks for reading.

[divinedimension]

(hugs)

Get the hysterectomy, mama

[mommy74146]

Hey.. You beat the odds of having a child with endometriosis. You can beat this! You're strong. You have it in you.