i just lost it today. I have been sick for the pass couple days and still have take care of my sons the 10 months also teething cranky u name it. the 22 months old likes to put his big truck on the chair and attempts to hurt himself all the time. i find myself screaming at him I everytime he does that he never seems to learn that he is not supposed to do that. He has been sitting on my nerve a lot lately many times i just want to slap him across the face when he doesnt listen but instead i scream at him (STOP and etx.) tonight i completely lost it after yelling at him from far away when he attempted to hurt himself with his big truck i threw a measuring cup in the sink really hard and it broken in to hundred of pieces which cost me two hours to clean up. Husband ia working night ship no help from him. and if he is at home i dont get help from him much whatsoever. i am an sahm i love spending time with my sons. i work like a slave at home every day cook clean feed bathe laundry i do every damn thing in this house husband takes out trask couple times a week. i feel like he nags me about the kids more than he help me around the house.
i need help on how to be a better person and mom to kids
i dont want to be a mean mom but screaming is the only way out right now. imagize cooking and watching two babies and etc.
asking husband to help.out more would not be possible he has work and study. hiring help would be imposible we dont have money for that.
sorry ladies u might be pulling ur hair out reading this im too tired.to proof read and plus im typing it on the phone.