I do , been feeling that way a lot lately.
i am fat, no matter what i do i can not lose more than a few pounds, and if i let up at all (and by letting up i mean raising cals to aroudn 1000 a day from 600) i gain it all back.
i am 43 unmarried and not likely to ever be married.
spent 5 years seeing a man that i thought was it, that i would spend the rest of my life with . only to found out every aspect of our relationship was a lie. He even married someone else 2 years into our 3 year relationship.
I just want to throw in the towel. I just dont feel there is and chance of any happily ever after , never did before this man. so i really should have know better.
call this a confession, a vent or call it bullshit, just felt the need to type it out some where , where i wont catch a lot of shit from people i know.
***thanks to all the understanding people******
"oh look they ate a baby, how rude"--- Monroe