I just suddenly realized just how pathetic my personal social life has become - it's non existant. I am home alone in the evening for the first time in I don't know how long. My teen is at the mall shopping with friends, my preteen is at a dance, my dh is out with the boys watching a fight. Me? I sit here not knowing what to do with myself and this sudden freedom. I have nobody to phone up to say hey lets go out. Where did those days go? Pathetic. That's my whining for the night.