I have contemplated suicide as young as 15 years old. I suffer from major depressive disorder, and I have never received help until after I turned 18. If I am not on anti depressants, I get suicidal thoughts all the time. I can't help it. Even when everything is going right in my life, I still sit there and think about putting a gun straight to my head! I guess it's a good thing I don't own one. It's weird really!
When i was 15 I used to cut myself and i tried oding on pain pills (instead of dying, I threw up the whole next day)
Several times but nothing in life is worth killing yourself for.
I just think about my babies and who they would be stuck with if I ever attempted something so selfish and that fixes me.
I will never purposely leave them with my inlaws.
IMO, suicide is kind of a cowardly option
Quoting tiffstud:I hate admitting this but I have thought about it once. Around January 1, 2011. The day my son died. I even told my husband I just wanted to die so i could go take care of my baby. But he talked to me and told me he's got grandmas and grandpas up there taking great care of him and my kids on earth need me.
I sure do have an amazing husband.
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