Yes. My mom allowed me and my sis to drink with the family once and woke up with her bfs brother in the room bleeding below and bruises all over my body. When I tried to tell her well they said I was a slut and deserved whatever might have happened which was probably nothing since I let guys do whatever they want to me. Twice once with pills and than started cutting myself. I just felt so alone and unloved. My mom told me she hated me and I was a mistake. She always was so cruel.
when I was in high school it was nearly a daily thing and it was because I was so depressed and so bullied. I only attempted one or two times by cutting but it obviously didn't work. I ended up resorting to just cutting but never deep enough to kill myself in the end which for some reason helped... Then I had my son and I've never thought about it again. He honestly was my savior.
Contemplated? No idea. Often before I turned 16, probably once a week or more, from age 7 onwards. Since then, twice. I attempted once, and made serious plans another time.
a few times, mostly when i was a teenager. i just felt like at the time that i couldnt handle life anymore.
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