I am done. I'm sick of him and feel no love for him anymore. All he does is upset me and do things to hurt me. He was nothing like this when we were dating.we have been married for over 4 years now. When I talk to him, 90% of the time he doesn't answer me. He freakin ignores me!! He refuses to change diapers, and I am pregnant with our third child, and soon will have to change 3 children's diapers with no help. I only wanted two kids, but he wants 4 and he doesn't help me AT ALL with the kids. (I'm happy I'm pregnant, don't get me wrong, but I'm afraid 3 is too many kids, and I can't handle it all in my own.) When i do rarely ask him to help me, he complains like a little bitch the whole time. He rarely talks nice to me, and NEVER complements me. I hate who I became from being with him. He makes me angry all the time, every day. When i want to talk to him about something serious, he jokes most of the time. When I'm really hurt about something or angry (it doesn't even have to do with him!) he doesn't want to talk about it anymore or hear me talk about it for more than 5 minutes. He is on the computer all the time. When he comes home from work, he lays down and naps for 2-3 hrs or will nap after he eats dinner for that amount of time. (He gets more sleep than I do everynight) So I see him for about a couple hours before i go to bed. He stays up another hour and plays computer games. He doesn't show any signs of wanting to spend time with me and the kids. I try to plan fun things for us to do as a family but he always says no. That is our everyday life.
I want to leave so bad, but I am a stay at home mom with no money, 5 months pregnant and have 2 kids under the age of 4. I feel completely unwanted and unloved. Happy Mothers Day to me. :(
I'm on mobile so I'm sorry for misspellings and tuning sentences. LOL I just needed to vent.