Ok my so left me when I was 7 months pregnant and had a relationship with another woman. He came back when I had her at first we weren't together he said he didn't want me . After I had her he decided he wanted to work it out. He said he loved us and all that. He said he didn't mean what he said before. I found one letter he sent to the other girl saying he had deep feelings for her and wasn't going to be with any other girls this was 2 days after I had our baby. He said he didn't mean it. He hasn't had contact with her since. Our child is 3 months old and he doesn't seem interested in me like he use too. He doesn't do anything wrong but I'm emotional and mdont trust him completely I want too so bad. I just get flash backs of things he did and said . I have never been this way it's not Like me. I used to be really thin and pretty I need to lose 50 pounds that doesnt help.