he told me im addicted to drugs :S
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The drug i do? Pot. Yea its not addictive physically but emotionally it can be.
No i dont smoke it around my dd. I only smoke it when shes put of the house and gone for the night.
So dds gone, i asked dh to get some. A huge fight blows out and he says im addicted. Im really sorry but i have a lot of shit going on and i would like to smile for once. Im stressed out. I want some weed.
I dont even know any dealers- dh does. Thats why i ask him to get it.. besides when im high we have crazy sex. So its win win for both!
Yea i admit i get cranky without it but i pull through. I dont smoke it everytime shes gone for the night but once in awhile yea i want some. So what?
He said that when shes gone im a druggy and alcoholic. Umm no... i dont drink. Why? Because it costs too much to get me drunk. I need 8 beers just to feel tipsy. Thats stupid. Im up peeing every 15 minutes and drinking something that tastes like crap. Beer doesnt get me happy and sex? Haha yea right. I crash out.
So i smoke weed. I would like to forget some things dear. Some things you dont even know. My past is marked along my arms and i dont feel like staring at them right now.
I have ppd, ptsd and some other personal problems. So lwt me get high and put on a real smile for once!
Atleast im not smoking it everyday- spending all my money on it- smoking it around my dd (shes 2 years old) and caring for her high. No im not a druggy. Im fucking strong to be able to get up everyday or even be standing here. My dd keeps me alive, no one else. But when shes gone- everything flows back up and im sitting here wanting to kill myself. So pass the joint asshole.
Pass it over here! My bf doesn't smoke but he doesn't care either, the only reason he doesn't do it with me is because of his job. I work for myself! :) We have crazy sex too when I'm high!!! It's the best but for the most part it's my choice of addiction. I don't drink, smoke ciggs, drink soda, coffee or any crazy thing you can get addicted too! I know my dealer and every transaction is discreet. I don't do it in front of my kids or even when they are up for that matter
Sex is so amazing on it!
Quoting Anonymous:Pass it over here! My bf doesn't smoke but he doesn't care either, the only reason he doesn't do it with me is because of his job. I work for myself! :) We have crazy sex too when I'm high!!! It's the best but for the most part it's my choice of addiction. I don't drink, smoke ciggs, drink soda, coffee or any crazy thing you can get addicted too! I know my dealer and every transaction is discreet. I don't do it in front of my kids or even when they are up for that matter
I'm sorry your life is so bad that you need to be stoned. Maybe some therapy and meditation or something.... Stay sober. Life is better sober =)
I think my husband's a sociopath