I say this now because I could really use a god right now but while my heart aches for it my mind wins every time!
EDIT ::: OK, so next question then. If I decide to believe and put my faith in him and all that just because I'm going through a rough patch doesn't that make me an asshole for only going to him because I need a crutch? I wouldn't want someone to be my friend just because they want something. How would I justify that?