I feel like such a dumbass
He never told me he was married until I asked. This is how it came about...we were talking about being more "serious" and he goes, I could see myself being with you, and in the midst of this convo I go, wait you aren't married are you?
Keep in mind, I am 20 he is 21, never would think to ask that for our age range, so I never thought to ask.
He says yes he is married, keep in mind, no signs of this wife. He lives with roommates, never mentions her, nothing. So I am like blind to this.
We went places together, talked all night, went on vacation together, everything, so it's just a huge shock.
But it finally hit me, and now I am so torn up about it. I don't want to feel anything else for him, I just want to move on, don't know how.