to abort or to keep? **update am i stupid?**...*another update* how do i fix my life?
Question: Read below first!
Total Votes: 240
**1st update** I think I want to keep the baby...not 100% yet am I crazy?*
*original post* I'm pregnant. I have a 4 year old and a 2 year old. I'm married. I'm a stay at home mom. My husband makes 2500 a month. We struggle each month with bills and basic necessities. We owe a lot of money to crediters. And financially we are irresponsible. Me and my husband fight a lot we are both physically abusive. He has a gambling addiction and alcohol addiction. We live in a small 2 bedroom apartment and we were trying our best to fix our credit and pay bills to get enough $ and buy a house. A new baby will mean that our other children will suffer. My daughter wants to do things like go to dance class or go to the beach and if we have another baby we will have to no do those things to save up $. Some will say I'm selfish for wanting to abort but I think I'm making a serious sacrifice for my family. Idk don't bash me I just need some guidance. I haven't told my husband. Truth be told I've seriously been thinking about leaving him. I am on birth control but some times I forget my pill. I havent been to a doctor I'm assuming I'm 4-6 weeks along. I don't work because minimum wage part time which I was doing barely pays for daycare. Oh and yes we have been in counseling this is who he is he will not change. These things didn't bother me till after we had kids. I thought he could put childish things away but he can't.
So the question is would *you* abort?