Just recently left my boyfriend/babydad of five years. Currently have no savings and moved back in with my mother. My father financially supported us until i left him. Ironic, i know. Now I'm just lonely and do not know what to do with myself. I cant stay here with my mother for long. I hate the fact that my happiness was never in control of me & now i can not find a way to make myself happy. I am just sitting around moping not knowing what to do with myself. I am 22 btw. I wish i could get a guardian angel to direct me in the right way. Honestly if i was never spoiled and was independent i think i would know what to do....but as of now i have nothing! My car is on E and has been for the past week since i left him. I'm just so sad & having panic attacks. Im asking for a prayer.