Went out today with the kids down to the lake to enjoy the nice weather and came home to Jason no where to be found. I called and called and got the voice mail every time. I was so unsure as to where he was that I dropped my kids off at his parent's and went home to wait for him. When I got home he was there. He was getting defensive for no reason and he smelled like alcohol. With that I thought "ok, maybe he went out with his friends after work and had a bit to much". He blew up in my face telling me he loved me but he didn't want to be with me anymore, that he needed the space he never got being with me for 6years. I told him that we could talk this over in the morning and he straight up told me there wont be anymore talking. He was cheating on me and he filed for a divorce a couple months ago...this was the first time knowing all this for me. I am completely hurt! I loved this man so much that I gave and trusted him with my heart. I mothered his children and sacrificed my teen years for him and what do I get? A divorce and a year of marriage. My kids are going to be so confused when they find out, if I tell them. I have already started packing all of his things because myself and my kids will not be leaving the house that we just spent what we didn't have on just so he didn't have to move. I still can't get over this! I mean in all honesty...what could I have done? what did I do? This is something, I never thought in all the years of being with him that that would happen. I thought he was a better man than that, but yet I was wrong.